April 26, 2011

I believe everything happens for a reason. And that everything has been pre-destined. now that is what we call as fate.

Who knew we would end up here? Thinking we would still be the same but passion and dedication, we ditched those bad days, ditched those bad attitude, still mending our broken haywired character, still fixing our shattered heart. Oh God. Bestow upon us patience, strength and endurance needed to overcome those obstacles Youve given to us.

Tough battle throughout those months. Felt like at the verge of giving up. Felt so low, spiritually void, physically exhausted. Couldnt take it anymore. a doubt in faith. Back to the old ways once again.

Like drowning in the vast blue sea, a ship sailed by, threw lifebouys at us, we clinged on and we were saved, back again to the path once again. Embarking on another chapter of the same journey but with different type of strength & faith. Temptations and whisperings of the desires were stronger than before.

Clearly it was time to build a high wall up in the soul, to block away from those negative influences. Fought and fought all day long. Smell of victory was nearing. And soon, we tasted it. The sweetness of it, way sweeter than honey. For if one is a mukhlis, one could feel the sweetness in ones deeds. Tiredness may be felt, but the good deeds will stay on.

Lessons in life learnt. Advices accepted with open heart. The first step for a greater change.