always

2013 is just around the corner and all around there are events pulling people down to celebrate the arrival of 2013 together. With so much huuhaas here and there, little do people realised that there is something more closer than just another few hours down till 2013.

Death.

Can't you feel it breathing down your neck? Time to sit down and ponder.

fight back

You tell your sins to the world, telling everyone that you are a sinner

Everyday and every time you fall back into sins

Deficits after deficits in you

Again and again

You cry and you weep, begging for mercy and forgiveness

But again and again, you fall back into sins

How weak we are as humans

May we be pardoned

Pardon for we are created like this

Ney! That's not a reason not to fight back. 

But alas, we swayed and we strayed.

His light

I saw what once I didn't have much faith in, and my heart started to be submissive again. What a delight! This feeling. Just this feeling. I wouldn't trade it with anything in the world. Then I realised, what a fool I was to be always in denial and living life like an immortal. Who did I think I was? Always making excuses and thinking of reasons just so I could put my mind at peace, but not the soul. What could be more cruel than ignoring the needs of the soul? Tormented and abandoned, so torn and broken.

How could I, how could I even possibly be going against myself?

It is real.