EXAMS

First week of exams has past. 

Well anyway, we had a paper hours ago. It was one of those papers I felt all the dreadry to be sitting for it. I kinda......revised at the very very very last minute, spending excruciating 3 hours sitting down with my very own good friend, going thru topic by topic. I was the first to step out of the class by the way -swag face likka boss- BUT that does not mean I'm all confident of passing it. Once some classmates had stepped outta class, having smiles on their faces, I knew right away they had studied all night. Meh T_T I prolly had stepped outta class looking likka a troll, feeling all giddy with strained stiffed neck. 

Since the next upcoming exam will be Bahasa Melayu, many were asking

"NAK BELAJAR APA UH UNTUK MELAYU?!"

"Ala, tkya belaja apape ah. Cuma Muz je, in trouble!"

Been too well known in school for the past few years of my life there to be the one that has difficulty speaking in proper good Malay with a Malay accent *facepalm* - I AM TRYING - but of course, I can totally sound like a minah if I were to speak normally heheheheheh 

:B

Death

Its 3:27AM now and here I am, laying in pitch darkness, can't even see my own legs as I lay here stretched out, taking up a whole lot of space on the ground.

I stared blankly into the ceiling and let my thoughts fly. I then wondered about death and how would my end be. I gave it a long thought that it sent shivers down my spine.

اللهم اختم لنا بحسن الخاتمة و لا تختم لنا بسوء الخاتمة يا رب!

2nd day of 'Eid

FIRSTLY

Selamat Hari Raya uolls! Eid Mubarak! Taqaballahu minna wa minkum! Kullu aam wa antum bikheyr! Ramadhan had left so quickly and I bet everyone felt that Ramadhan this year was the fastest Ramadhan they've ever experienced :/ So yesterday morning was just so exciting 'cause I couldn't wait to pray Eid. Stayed awhile after that to listen to some tazkirah and people were emotional about it since it was pertaining to family and the Hereafter. Brrrrr...

SECONDLY ....okay this is so gonna be cliche but stillllllllll,

I would like to seek forgivenessssss from everyone, I mean, everyone is fighting their own battles and monsters, and trying to be someone better, right? Mohon maaf zahir dan batin, 10 jari ku menyusun plus lagi 10 jari kakiku meminta maaf, dpd hujung tudungku sehingga ke hujung stokinku. 

THIRDLY

5th semester is nearing to an end. What we are left now are just another 2 more schooling days and 2 weeks of exams and............then the final and last semester. Allahu Akbar. SO MUCH FEEEEELS AND EMOTIONSSSS...I just can't djkfndsklfhalkrf. I really do not know whats in store for me in 2014, but I put my trust in Allah to make my 2014 a smooth sailing one in sya Allah. Till then, lets just enjoy whats left of 2013 with dearest classmates and schoolmates.