I saw what once I didn't have much faith in, and my heart started to be submissive again. What a delight! This feeling. Just this feeling. I wouldn't trade it with anything in the world. Then I realised, what a fool I was to be always in denial and living life like an immortal. Who did I think I was? Always making excuses and thinking of reasons just so I could put my mind at peace, but not the soul. What could be more cruel than ignoring the needs of the soul? Tormented and abandoned, so torn and broken.
How could I, how could I even possibly be going against myself?
It is real.
