April 21, 2013

Aku Ingin Berubah tapi....


Kehidupan hanya sementara
Apa guna seringkali berfoya
Seringkali bersorak gembira

Tetapi nanti di Akhirat sana
Semuanya berbalik kepada kita
Kita yang akan merasakan seksa neraka
Api neraka menjilat kita dari seluruh arah

Perasaan takut dan kesal mula timbul dalam hatinya
"Aku ingin berubah!", teriak dirinya

Niat di hati berbolak balik setiap masa
Dia takut kehilangan kawannya
Dan apa pula akan dikatakan keluarganya?
Dan siapa pula mahu membimbingnya?
Perasaan bimbang menyelubungi hatinya
Berkecamuk juga pemikirannya
Dia resah, dia mahu sahaja berputus asa

Tetapi kerana Allah dia ingin berubah
Maka Allah memberinya kawan-kawan yang baik-baik belaka
Yang seringkali mendorong dan sentiasa berada di sisinya
Mula lah dia meningkatkan keimanannya
Basah lidahnya dengan dzikr kepada Rabbnya
Al Quran menjadi peneman dirinya


Alhamdulillah, that took me quite a while to come out with that. So yesterday was Fatayat MKS first ever biggest event. We have these monthly usrah events, whereby we girls will gather at the mosque, reciting the Quran and reading/pondering/contemplating its meaning as well as a small discussion/exchanging of knowledge. 

So yesterday's usrah topic was : "Aku Ingin Berubah tapi...(I wanna change but....)". Such an overwhelming response by the youths out there. SubhanAllah. Little did we know that there are many who wanted to change but just prolly do not know how, or they fear certain things, hence the reluctance in making the next step. (The first step is to have good intention. In sya Allah, with that good intention of yours and doing things the right way, Allah will ease your path to become a better Muslim(ah).)

Many new faces with unexpected stories/experiences/background. SubhanAllah.

"What's your turning point?"
"I think, this is my turning point"

Alhamdulillah. Indeed, Allah is the best of All Planners. 

& I wish to to continue telling you guys how amazing it was! 
But I am running out of time! Till next time, in sya Allah :)

Jaga hati, jaga iman

Allahul musta'an