...bulan mengembang, sinar cahayanya membimbing jalan. Walaupun sudah larut malam, kami pun duduk bersembang lalu bertukar pendapat dan ilmu yang diraih. Dia pula menceritakan tentang alam kubur. Aku...hanya mampu duduk tercengang, diam dalam ketakutan mengenang nasib diri.
Sometimes I feel like I'm denying whats right, or rather, whats real. I feeeel like I'm gonna live forever, I'm never gonna die....... But when news of someone else's death reached to you, you snapped out of your hallucination and realised.........that you're just gonna end the same; lifeless, dead.
It bothers me howwe are I am not doing much but expect even much more from God. If you want God's paradise, surely you need to put in the substantial efforts, right? You don't laze around and do stuffs against God's orders. Don't even dream about being in there.
Besides, what I meant was, scholars of the past time (if you've ever read any), had their sleep 1/3 of the night, while the next 1/3 is for worship to God while the rest of it is to study/ revise/ learn/ write books. While we, as normal human beings....that barely have anything? We rarely or we don't even stand to face our Lord in the darkness of the night, we occasionally read the Quran, we study for the sake of exams and lose it all after that, we simply barely even do justice to ourselves, whats more contribute back to the society.
Erk? Now now, shouldn't we just drop our heads in shame? T___T Gotta work harder now. I feel I'm short lived. Hi, I'm ephemeral *wags eyebrows*
It bothers me how
Besides, what I meant was, scholars of the past time (if you've ever read any), had their sleep 1/3 of the night, while the next 1/3 is for worship to God while the rest of it is to study/ revise/ learn/ write books. While we, as normal human beings....that barely have anything? We rarely or we don't even stand to face our Lord in the darkness of the night, we occasionally read the Quran, we study for the sake of exams and lose it all after that, we simply barely even do justice to ourselves, whats more contribute back to the society.
Erk? Now now, shouldn't we just drop our heads in shame? T___T Gotta work harder now. I feel I'm short lived. Hi, I'm ephemeral *wags eyebrows*
